Doing nothing… Being no-one…

My messenger status these days is ‘Doing nothing… Being no-one…’ Actually speaking, I am very busy at home and also at work. But being busy doesn’t help me avoid this feeling. It seems that life is going on & on, the same mundane chores. As such I am surrounded by people, but something is earnestly missing. I wondered what it could be.

Yesterday while chatting with a close friend, I realized that she is also as lost as I am. And she said… ‘ams, look what has happened to us, we need to meet!’
Ohhhh, here I get about what’s happening… I haven’t met any of my close friends since long long time. I am being a a wife or a daughter at home, Consultant in office, but rarely am I being myself. I don’t remember the last time I laughed for nothing. Not that I don’t enjoy with my family, but being with close friends is something different, something essential. I cherish my old friends like anything. Rather I would say, may God never leave anyone friend-less, it’s horrible.